0❹ AFTER 0❺

It's been horrible nowadays,

Maybe this is really the stage,

Of moving on, what do you say?,

Are you feeling it too? Stuck in a cage,

Wanted to be free, trying; but can't.

What would it be really like without "us"?,

I still don't know, I need the answer,

As soon as possible, can you tell me fast?,

I'd made up my mind, 50% i guess sir,

Such fool, is what I have always been.

Will you be the one?,

Make it last forever,

Could you be that someone?,

Someone who'll leave me never,

I loved you once, always have, and always will .. <3

You can fall in love in an instant.
It's letting go that takes time.

❼ᴟᴉᴌᴌẎ

I never thought of you as a friend,

Nor thought that I'd feel something like this,

So simple like you, so silent.

Talented, smart and as cute as is,

Smiled at me, blurted out the words

that's gonna make me feel at ease

The day after, you've been too kind,

Wore the same color. blue so cute,

How could we be so blind,

And again the next day, again with the color blue,

I think I'm starting to like; love BLUE

Everything starts at the end,

Hypothetically, everything has always been that way,

From me being torn into pieces and lost direction,

Is now thinking of what i should be saying at this section,

You're really is such an inspiration, "lover boy" :)

08 After 14

Feeling so relished,

Now I know everything's finished,

I'm starting to feel new,

Trying to see the other view,

Of everything that I have seen before

Wearing a button-filled sweater,

I never felt the pain until sometime later,

The wound that I have gained,

Wondering why it marked like a letter "J",

Maybe a destined coincidence

What could be its meaning?,

When I have forgotten and left you completely,

Does it mean that I should miss you?,

Or is time testing me of what I have put myself into,

Remind me that like the wound, you, inflicted me pain

In this hallway, alone writing,

Put on my earphones listening,

To the song I used to tag you in,

The song which had the title and lyrics in irony,

Stereos' "Butterflies" is its name

I hear those songs we used to listen to,

But never to worry,too,

Because all those times I hear those songs,

They're like just an ordinary songs now,

Should never be given meaning and should never be remorsed

07 After 13

Woke up cold, dizzy,

" You have a hangover, missy ",

By 7:30 I got home,

Realizing something I know,

It's my mom's special day, oh my !

Waiting in line,

For the office to open by nine,

Got tired of standing,

In the middle room I saw you entering,

Accidentally you and me had a glimpse of what used to be

I saw a part of you while I'm in the test,

Doing my best not to look at my guest,

To focus on the important matter,

To show you that I've moved on; though sadder,

Force myself that you and I is done and over

I may have moved on,

But this lost love will keep sailing on,

A promise I made,

A promise that'll be safe,

More like of a pledge to everyone I laid

I'll not force you to be back,

'Cause I'm tired of putting everything in one sack,

It's your choice, your decision,

It may be true or just be forever an illusion,

You'll still be my everything ..

05 After 10

Aware that you are no longer mine,

I woke up numb and knew I'd lie,

To everyone who'd ask me what and why,

Shall I accept that nothing really lasts,

That it is now just a sad goodbye

Here I am, at the center of the intersection,

Don't know where to put my concentration,

Waiting for you, and this is what I get,

Not even a shadow of you I met,

Maybe it's just not meant to be

Although everything seems to be falling apart,

It feels like I should be now far in the dark,

Between us is like a door closing,

But in that nightmare or maybe a dream,

I still chose you

I see you're okay; you're fine,

Why can't I cross the line?,

Call me crazy, tell me I'm blind,

Getting over you is hard and I cannot hide,

That you're the puzzle that completes my everyday life

With you was like forever,

Though we've just started early October,

Without you now is like years,

We've been apart for only ten days,

Who wouldn't have thought today is

FEBRUARY'S 5TH DAY..